The Half-Hearted Hunt Begins

I've begun to jobhunt...sort of, anyway. I mouseover job ads but hardly click on them. The few I do eventually click on, I take three days to consider before I do so, and even then, sometimes I withdraw the application a few hours after.

I have been hesitant for a few reasons. The job market doesn't seem too rosy to begin with. And despite the many problems I'm having with my job, far more than I've ever had with other jobs, I still feel somewhat attached to it because I know there will never be another job quite like it. It's not one of those generic cookie-cutter positions you can find in any company on the street. Once I'm outta here, it's goodbye forever. "Ouch" if I stay, "ouch" if I go. There's no winning this game, is there?

Hopefully something happens to end this dilemma, otherwise I'll be stuck at this pendulum thingy till goodness-knows-when. *Tick-ok-I-quit-Tock-nah-i-want-to-stay*